It’s been about 9 or 10 years since I first discovered you, in all of your random interesting-ness. I started on Geocities making a website about my high school, posting random pictures and just general searching. When blogging became popular, I just had to have a website. For my 18th birthday, I was given my first domain name and I never thought I’d really want to take a hiatus. I thought I wanted to blab my life forever.
But, here I am and just wanting to stay away. I can’t bring myself to post things here because there are things that should remain private. I don’t know when I got this feeling or where it even came from. It really sucks, too, because I just renewed this domain. I guess I just don’t want my whole life strung along on the interwebs. I blogged to be heard, and I was, for a little while. Consider it my 15 minutes of fame so to speak. But I just can’t…blog anymore for a while. Private journals are the way I’m heading, where my eyes only read the words I’ve written. It makes me feel safer and I can really write.
I don’t want to have to block names, or places or even what I’m truly thinking. It really is like emotional blockage and I guess free speech only goes so far. I don’t want to piss people off, and I guess I just don’t care anymore if someone likes my new outfit, or hears what I’ve bought (or not bought). I really don’t care if I come across as snobbish regarding my grades, they are important to me and that’s all that matters.
So, internets, this is goodbye. Maybe a long goodbye, I’m not quite sure. I may be back and I may not be. But until then, internets, see you ’round like a doughnut.
Best wishes always.
*hugs*