Sometimes, the darkest hour is right before the most beautiful sunrise. The last three months were some of the darkest I’ve experienced since the death of my Grandmother in 1997 and the time I spent with my ex-Fiance. Ever since he apologized to me, it was like this weight lifted off of me. I’ve never felt freer in my life. I’ve finally gotten sleep and amd thinking so much clearer.
So, I’ve really been tempted to change my major to nursing and I think I may just wind up doing that. I’m going to a different department at work and there may be someone intersted in me…like interested interested. And those days that are hard and obnoxious, it’s always so refreshing to go home and hear my bird flock calling and when I walk in the room he does that wolf whistle (I’ve no idea where he ever learned it!). In the mornings when I get up to uncover him, the first thing he does is blow kisses and say in his tiny birdy voice “love you!” I ask you, can a dog say that? Who needs mans best friend when I’ve got woman’s best friend?
Today I’m going up to the eye Dr. to get a new prescription for contacts, I used my last box about four months ago and I’ve needed new glasses for the last two years (my contacts and glasses were two different strengths because I got them at 2 different times). So, I’m hoping my insurance will have better coverage on one of them. If the coverage on the contacts is better, I’ll use my insurance on that and pay out of pocket for my glasses or vice versa. Then, later on, I’ll be submersing myself on doing 8 subchapters of College Algebra. I clearly have no understanding of functions (i.e. f(x)= x^2+5) and how to identify if the shift will be vertical, horizontal or reflective. This will probably be my hardest test in the class but it’s alright. I’ll get it eventually.